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Nov. 21st, 2009

MORE ATTENTION TO INTERSECTIONALITY, PLZTHNX

"If" Black Women Were White Women"

Written, apparently, in the style of 'What if Men Could Menstruate' by Gloria Steinem. To quote [info] fiction_theory: There is some discussion of sexual assault in the essay - but I feel it is worth it.

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I'm watching an Emily Browning image community that keeps tagging entries with heaps of tags about Twilight and how she's Bella Swan, Edward is the only one for her, etc, etc.

I...actually find it really obnoxious. I'm not sure if this is obnoxious of me, in turn? I ended up commenting today. They basically replied with 'shut up, we're going to make up whatever tags we want.'

It's funny how feeling snooty can salve your worries about your own obnoxiousness. **shifty eyed**

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Nov. 20th, 2009

from typingtest.com

Net Speed: 78 WPM
(words/minute)
Accuracy: 90%
Gross Speed: 86 WPM
(words/minute)

**sadface**

ETA: No wait!

Net Speed: 92 WPM
(words/minute)
Accuracy: 97%
Gross Speed: 94 WPM
(words/minute)

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IT'S LIKE A FREAKING TRAIN WRECK. I can't stop opening these posts about Glee. How can people defend this show? Oh wait--ignorance, all the sundry ugly -isms, privilege...

[info - personal] haddayr:
For the record:

1. When an old folks home has a tag sale, they do NOT have a dozen state-of-the-art rigid lightweight wheelchairs in funky colors to get rid of for nothing. The hardware they had in there, even massively used, would have paid for dozens upon dozens upon quadrillions of bus rides. Old people get piece-of-shit rundown folding chairs that are nearly impossible to push on your own.
2. When your sister has Downs? You don't hold her hand as you read her stories in precious, pwecious tears at her pathetic wretched handicapableness. You've known she had Downs your whole life. You're over feeling sorry for her, assuming you ever did, since you're her LITTLE SISTER.
3. When you are in a wheelchair and you find out that your love interest has been FAKING HER STUTTER? You are not angry because she's now "normal" and you are "stuck in this chair for the rest of your life." You are angry because she's been playing at what you actually experience. You are angry because half of the world treats you already as if you're faking it, and she really WAS faking it.
4. Noble and adorable cripples do not clasp their hands and give an "aw, shucks" look when their AB comrades in wheelchairs say: "This is for YOU," and point at them cheesily.
5. Schools that are not fully wheelchair accessible are BREAKING THE LAW. You do not have to give up your bus to pay for handicapped ramps. People do not have to write their own checks. Ramps are not provided out of the goodness of people's hearts. IT. IS. THE. MOTHERFUCKING. LAW.
6. And no one is worried about getting sued if they don't hire disabled people. Disablism in hiring practices is rampant and accepted. Threatening someone with the ACLU is a way to get yourself laughed out of the place, not immediately hired in a horrible economic climate.


This show actually had someone pretend to be disabled to get a job. The sheer breathtaking offensiveness of it is a marvel.

Also? For any idiot who wants to whine 'it's just a High School Musical soap opera TV show, you're taking it too seriously' I'd like to quote [info] balgar

It's quite odd to assume that certain cultural products are beneath analysis. Operas, symphonies, novels in the "literature" section, and subtitled movies more than two hours long do not convey more information or perspective than thirty second commercials, top 40 singles, network television shows, or comic books. I'd say that mass-marketed, "low culture" works are less idiosyncratic in their perspective and are therefore more useful in terms of understanding the society of which they are a product.



So how about all the morons who thought writing about the ~poor hopeless needy~ disabled person without a life was a good idea watch this gorgeous piece of work?



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Nov. 19th, 2009

Oh! Oh! Also I would like this share this. It's something of an examination of fanfiction and original fiction, and the differences between, and I like it. It starts out by a (relatively non-spoilery) excerpt of a review of Cassandra Clare, the famous plagiarizer's, 'original' work, and expands.

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not that I had high opinions of either previously....

Disney FAILS. So hard.

I'd just like to quote [info] randomsome1 on this--I don't think I could put it better if I tried--from here.

Also, it appears the publisher Harlequin has shot themselves in the nuts. They added on a new vanity publishing wing--a wing towards which authors who are rejected from their commercial branches will be funneled. Reactions seem to vary from "But self-publishing isn't bad!" (which completely ignores how this isn't self-publishing, it's vanity publishing, and yes it fucking is) to the hardcore, as the RWA (Romance Writers of America) has (have?) revoked Harlequin's recognized publisher status.

I'll be the first person to mock the romance novel section, sure--but that's still one hell of a shitty thing to do to potential authors: lure them in with an established name, reject their novel, then flip them over and shake them for whatever money may come out while telling them that this is really the best way for their career to start.


Fun times, people. Or not.

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Nov. 17th, 2009

I visited the Wing Luke Asian Museum today, and went on a guided tour of the restored and preserved sections--everything from goods in the import shop to beds in the apartments saved. It was incredible.



**sigh** I love Eva Green. She is, hands-down, my favorite actress.

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Jay Lake's "Green"

I'm disappointed.

I can't say I expected miracles from the book. Indeed, my first and strongest motivations were the cover, by an artist i am very fond of. Hey! It looks awesome! I am shallow.

Unfortunately, it looks like the ride isn't promising.

John Clute at SciFi Wire

That, on the other hand, Lake’s savagely pollarded heroine never seems to shut her mouth should come as no surprise either, I guess: because it is clearly not part of Lake’s belief system, or of his writerly strategy over the long consolatory pages of Green, to treat the savageries of immurement Green suffers as a child as ultimately deforming. Wolfe, whose example has clearly shaped Green, may be the only contemporary author of American fantastic literature consistently to treat damage as damaging; Lake adheres to a sunnier version of the costs of being born in prison: that spunk will unlock the barred door.
[...]
It is here we come to something of a sticking point, which is rage. The young peasant girl Green (she refuses to use the name her owner gives her), who has spent most of her life in a deep Skinner Box being shaped, refuses to accept her destiny. After all her travails, she tells us, “I was still me“, and my heart sank. The person we have thought she was—the aleph self gaining some dark noumenousness from her immurement in the heart of the Wolfean world she had been selected for as an infant—turns out to be a cloak that only half conceals a moderately sophisticated Liberal Humanist teenager from California with anger issues. Made berserk by the thought that she—a simple illiterate peasant lass from a subsistance rice paddy—has been bought and educated by immortals whose nature and purpose on the plate of the world we have not yet learned, Green kills one of her teaching Mistresses, scars her face so she cannot become a concubine, and escapes with Dancing Mistress into the City.


Kyra Smith at Strange Horizons:
Specifically, there are two ways in which we can interpret Green’s sadomasochistic lesbianism. We can see it as the sort of empowering lesbianism practiced by apparently kick-ass fantasy heroines or we can see it as yet further evidence that Green has been completely broken by her time of enslavement. Either reading is discomforting, the former because it strikes me as a fundamental misunderstanding of the nature of homosexuality to view it as more legitimising than heterosexuality, and the latter because it implies a direct causal relationship between abuse and ‘aberrant’ sexual behaviour. In both cases, Green’s sexual preferences are reduced to something illustrative rather authentic. The upshot is that there is no sense of emotional reality to her attractions beyond shared orientation and the possibility, perhaps, that the author finds the idea of two girls getting it on a bit hot. Or one girl and a catgirl. I’m not joking.
[...]
I think I would have had less of a problem with Green had I been able to shake the suspicion I was meant to think she was awesome. She does kick-ass fantasy heroine things like kill people, sleep around, win fights and be Chosen By The Gods (yes, she’s that too) and her only flaws are the sort of flaws it is acceptable for a strong woman to have—i.e. she is a little bit impulsive, a little bit ruthless and just too gosh darn stubborn sometimes. Because of this, and her general disinclination to give a damn about anyone else, she never felt like a real person to me.


I am especially tired of this. I am tired of being fed the archetypes, either the Girlfriend or the Tough Chick (or fascimilies thereof). And yes, even today they dominate, though simply having the Tough Chick can be seen as a step forward. In more varied, subtle forms--and in their base forms, both are stories that very much deserve to be told, and that I want to read--but they dominate the field. Either the woman is the love interest, or she is the Faux Action Girl, possessing traditional "male" skills, almost always portrayed as emotionally ackward, lacking or wounded, with a tragic past or downright inhuman callousness. Now, I love these kinds of girls--but the point is that largely no other kind of Action Heroine is allowed to be. She can't be chirpy and happy and still kick ass. She can't be a soldier, tough and dangerous on the battlefield, that comes home and is just an ordinary human. There must be something wrong with her for her to be dangerous and tough in a physical (or mental) way.

She can't be strong as a woman, with only traditional "female" traits; if she is, critics and readers (usually female readers) alike revile her. If she does posess traditional "female" traits, she is relegated to the role of the girlfriend, who can't "understand" what the hero goes through, and is generally relegated to unfailing, selfless support on the sidelines. (There are exceptions! I know there are exceptions! But that is exactly what they are--exceptions to the rule.)

Either way, all too often I'm given stereotypes, or archetypes. I want to read about people. Female people.

There are a variety of reviews. Some are very good. But the good--and this is key as I consider them as a whole--simply do not address the important issues that the critical reviews do, or if they do they gloss them over.

Daniel Hemmens at FerretBrain:

It gets worse, considerably worse, when she returns to her home. Suddenly Copper Downs goes from being not merely more affluent than her homeland but objectively better. Green states, quite clearly, that:

My captors had been right. Rather I should have been on my knees thanking the Factor for what he had taken me from.


Now I know that this is partly Green giving in to despair, but nothing in the text challenges this conclusion. It’s rather an object lesson in the dangers of taking on too many genre stereotypes at once.

Had this been the story of a white man who was taken away from his pseudo-European farming village and conscripted into the armies of the Dark Lord of Evil then I would have been overjoyed to find him returning home to realise that his long lost homeland was a poverty stricken shithole and his father was a bastard who never cared about him. It would challenge the assumptions of a genre that frequently glamourises poverty, and it wouldn’t have any creepy overtones (unless you want to make a big thing about militarism).

Make the white man a south-Asian woman, however, and you start getting into difficulties, because now you’re not saying “being poor sucks” you’re saying “being foreign sucks”. Turn conscription into slavery and you’re not saying “you might be better off in the army than on a farm” you’re saying “you might be better off as a slave in Europe than as a free man in your own country.” Add in the courtesan angle and you’re saying “it is a good thing for south-Asian women to be sold as sex slaves to European men.”

I hope I don’t need to point out that this really isn’t okay.


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Nov. 16th, 2009

I have an astronomy test today! Everybody cross their fingers for me, yeah?

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Nov. 15th, 2009

One of my cousins was using 'gay' as a derogatory epithet today. I expressed that I did not find that very palatable, and she was offended and got bitchy, among her 'defenses' that 'no one uses gay for homosexual people anymore!' and 'faggot turned from a bundle of wood into an epithet so that makes it okay!' and a collection of others, equally tiresome.

I feel very tired. She came in later and said some nasty things about Megan Fox, specifically about how 'self-absorbed' she was or some shit. Very cliche, typical misogynist shit aimed at Megan Fox, but then again I wasn't particularly surprised by this coming from the girl who thought she, as a privileged person, got to dictate whether or not an epithet was insulting to a minority.

Oh, and she got real offended when I didn't have much patience for her comments about Megan Fox, either. Something about how I was 'jumping on everything she said.' It makes me nauseous to hear those familiar lines coming out of my family's mouth.

It always makes me so much more bitter when it comes from someone I know personally.

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Nov. 14th, 2009

Hm.

Another Merlin post, this time a bit of a linkspam to articulate, well-thought out opinions, specifically concerning where Merlin falls through in gender and race issues.

How Not to Handle a Woman: The Problem(s) with Morgana

The White Mists of Avalon: Thoughts on Morgana's Race


And this, not on Merlin: [IBARW] It's not murder, it's a metaphor

Abstract: If you're going to argue about a text's metaphorical or allegorical representations of race, you may want to take a look at how it treats actual people of color before forming your conclusions about the subversion of racial stereotypes.


This includes huge problems I have with a frequent approach to supernatural genres: associating the plight of minority groups with the plight of supernatural beings that actually feed off of humans/are animals is actually pretty insulting in its own right.

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MY THOUGHTS ON MERLIN

Merlin 2x07 and 2x08

How much do I love Morgause? I love her a lot. More than I expected to. She feels like a person, which I halfway didn't expect, considering the show's general development of female characters. How much do I love Morgause/Morgana/Gwen's interactions in this episode? A LOT. I like that she helped her, and their concern, and the interplay between them in the scant seconds we're given.

Here is my opinion on Merlin and Uther in the episode. ANGRY. (My second comment is a little less frothingly angry.)


I love the dragon.

Wait, people are depending on Merlin? You mean all the many, many people that he's pretty much murdered indirectly by saving a serial killer with a monstrously large kill count again and again? Wow. I'm sure they're glad to hear that.

I'm really glad that Morgana told on Gaius. People have been whining about how she 'threw Gaius to the wolves'--she told the truth. I feel nothing for Gaius. He has aided, abetted and supported a murderer for years and then--most loathesome--tried to blame the victims. Burn, baby, burn.

ETA: &hearts &hearts &hearts Can I just say how much I love Gwen, still and always, especially her detective work and her brilliance? Oh, but it's all the fault of the vanity of women, of course!

ETA2: Oh, and can I just say--this was the first episode where I really, really felt for Arthur. The actor hasn't had that much to do, emotionally, before now, but he was incredible here. I wanted to cry and scream encouragement at once. And even though I know they'll cop out when there is the reveal, I really want this to be dealt with; Merlin's first true betrayal of his prince, and it is a horrific one.

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what what?

From [info] randomsome1 on IJ: Fanlore steals.

Where is the outrage? Is it because these people are supposedly fans? Fanlib said they might copy parts of &/or a work to a different location and people flipped the fuck out. These people lift artwork without permission and run roughshod over the 'zinemakers, the people who helped really get this fannish boat sailing to begin with, and I only hear about it from a friend of Sockii's? How do any of us know that our fanworks, in any format, won't be lifted for their site/archive under the guise of some sort of historical importance?


Yeah, I'm...not touching Yuletide after this. No way, no how. Which is a shame, because I've been tempted by the unanswered prompts before, but I'm not letting them touch anything I make if they think it means they have the right to do whatever they please with it.

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book meme! this is fun

- Take four books off your bookshelf.
- Write the first sentence
- Write the last sentence on page fifty
- Write the second sentence on page one hundred
- Write the next to the last sentence on page one hundred fifty
- Write the final sentence of the book
- Let your friends guess what book it is.


BOOK ONE
- Dear Diary,
something awful is going to happen today
.
- Sometimes, right after the funeral, she had come out here to rage at them, angry with them for being so stupid as to get themselves killed.
- "I guess we ought to go after her."
- I'm not going to press criminal charges against Tyler.
- Just one word, but the one she knew would bring him.

BOOK TWO
- The wolf awoke.
- "Pay...pay...you talk about payment."
- And besides, there are things that make you seem young as children; the rocks, the sea, and the stars.
- All members, subject to their fear of hunting or surviving alone, were free agents.
- He shivered as the pack closed in.

BOOK THREE
- The cavernous maw of the warehouse was like the throat of some huge beast, and even though it was large and airy claustrophobia still tore at my throat.
- Paper stirred uneasily on her desk, stroked into motion by the tension in the air.
- What possible difference could it make?
- "Thanks for the compliment," I managed, my jaw set tight as I bent down to wrench my knife free of a werecain's ribs.
- It didn't matter.

BOOK FOUR
- Jenny glanced back over her shoulder.
- But it isn't, Tom, it isn't...
- Audrey was lying in a ball beside Jenny near the bottom of the slope.
- The one of a painting in front of an open window, matching the landscape outside exactly.
- One of them flicked out a knife and slit the tape.

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fail and yet promise!

I'd pretty abandoned any interest in Smart Bitches, Trashy Books when they posted a book review that, frankly, sounded exactly like the uglier behavior of fanatical fangirls; they called the heroine a Mary Sue because she had friends and complained that the hero shouldn't have fallen in love with her because she wasn't nice enough to him.

Basically, fulfilling the whole 'jackass men are hawt, angry women are bitches and should die alone' trope to the painful, painful hilt.

But some of the quotes from their new book sound awfully tempting, even genuinely amusing and insightful about the genre...I'm wrestling with myself.

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Nov. 13th, 2009

wtf corporate scumbags

FAIL, DISNEY. TOTAL, TOTAL FAIL.

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Nov. 11th, 2009

mysterious conclusions!

I keep coming across this caption, on icons and banners and such in very varied fandoms:

"sex on fire"

I get the feeling it's supposed to indicate burning sexiness, but my first thought is, "sounds like infection" and my second thought is "owww" and my third thought is laughter. Does anyone know where it comes from?

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oh man oh man

Anna Popplewell: how is one woman allowed to be so beautiful?

She's even gorgeous when running!

It's positively criminal! Especially since she has such a lovely personality and is a great actress to boot. **shakes head** As much as I wish her luck with college and her other life plans, I wish she was in more movies, because she was my first and remains my only real celebrity crush. Or is that creepy? Am I being creepy? I can never tell.

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Nov. 10th, 2009

goddamn it celebrities

Aaaaand back to the subject of racist white women, Kirstie Alley trashes any esteem I had for her as a person after her protest of Polanski.

"becuz it is my observation that African Americans are more free and fun and light hearted, as are Italians..."

Oh, christ. Then she goes on to dig herself deeper and deeper. Next she throws a big, public temper tantrum over being called out. Good lord, what a child. What a sad, arrogant, petulant little child.


And to cap things off as completely depressing, here's this: Sheriff Joe Arpaio Inspires The Murder Of Children

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Nov. 9th, 2009

I am barely coherent right now

Announcement: I have no idea how I am going to survive Multi-Cultural class this quarter even remotely sane.

The teacher is great. The class would be agonizing instead of infuriating if he wasn't, and after having a long talk with him it's actually not as stressful and upsetting for me anymore. But oh my god, the students...

Today a woman tried to tell me that by dressing scantily, women were 'asking for it.' And then defended the stance at length, one of her arguments being 'it's like putting a steak in front of a dog.' Then right after class, my two table mates (both female) condescendingly did their best to put me in my place. I was ready to spit nails.

People are so goddamn determined to IGNORE the male in this scenario. THIS IS NOT ABOUT A WOMAN'S MANNER OF DRESS. This is about one sentient, conscious, thinking being making the deliberate conscious choice to assault, violate and brutally harm, mentally or physically or both, another sentient, conscious, thinking being.

In other words: STFU. I'm not buying your piping-hot misogyny. Even Cut-Me-Own-Throat Dibbler couldn't sell it.

They also tried to say the women 'weren't respecting themselves.' I wish I'd thought to say at the time; 'no, you aren't respecting them, or yourself, by trying to make excuses for rapists. Get the hell out of my gender and planet.'

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Nov. 6th, 2009



A-AWESOME

IT'S ALREADY OUT. HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS.

On the other hand, I was watching it going 'I really hope Lola gets to do more' and she doesn't even appear once. **sulks**

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Nov. 4th, 2009

history lesson!

I have never read or seen the Dragon Ball, and yet when I saw a page about the history of Honolulu on their site (.gov and everything) that mentioned "King Kamehameha I, who conquered Oahu in a decisive battle..." my mind went straight there.

**shakes head** Internet fandom osmosis is no joke.

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Nov. 3rd, 2009

TRUE BLOOD

I need to stop getting, like actually angry over the shit Allan Ball does to Charlaine Harris's books, but this just stirred up boiling anger that never left me.

Ball said the Vampire King of Mississippi is coming in season three. He provides a contrast to Sophie-Anne, the Vampire Queen of Louisiana (Evan Rachel Wood). “He’s older,” Ball said. “He’s much more mature. He’s much more methodical and grounded. She’s kind of crazy. To me, she’s kind of like Paris Hilton/Lindsay Lohan, where she has a very short attention span and she’s very, very egomaniacal and very self-obsessed and doesn’t really think about her actions, whereas the Vampire King is very much an adult. He has an agenda. He has things he wants to achieve. I think he’s much more formidable than she is.”


So basically, he took Sophie-Anne's character and gave it to a man. Who is, of course, this being True Blood, 'much more formidable.' And set her up to take a disastrous fall and have 'higher' vampire authorities PO'd at her.

I mean, he spends the entire second season undermining and sidelining Sookie--I'm not even mentioning Calypso being turned into Maryanne--and a fair amount of the first season too, so I'm not surprised, just frustrated all over again.

ALLAN BALL. SOOKIE DOES NOT NEED POWERS TO BE AWESOME. SHOVE OFF.

(Source.)


All I've been doing is complaining lately!

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On Hating Female Characters.

For a while now I’ve been thinking about how many readers seem to hate female characters more than they hate male. Or rather that the same behaviour from a male character is okay but someone inexcusable in a female.


NO KIDDING. I read and enjoyed this post a while back, but a link popped up on my flist, and I returned to it and decided in light of some recent comments I'd read that it needs to be sung from the rooftops.

She also has a very good post here: The Advantages of Being a White Writer Highly recommended.

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My Multi-Cultural class--a class that tries to teach the students to acknowledge/understand/fight racism, sexism, hetereosexism, ableism, classism (and on)--upsets me, badly.

I walk away from every class where I have to interact with my fellow students feeling indefinably sick, with a greasy, twisting knot of anxiety, dissatisfaction and unhappiness in my stomach. I trip over my words. I get upset over the issues and can't express myself properly, especially since my tendency is to shut down and fold inward when upset; they don't even listen to statements the teacher has made five seconds earlier, they're so convinced they're right, why would they listen to me?

I went to this class because I thought it would--I don't know, teach me, be a place for discussion, and I have learned and I'm glad for it, but I just.

I feel so awful and miserable and twisted up in knots almost every class.

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Nov. 2nd, 2009

Sort of all around fail

Wow I actually cannot believe Joss Whedon ever had the sheer gall to call himself a feminist. GUESS WHAT. YOU'RE NOT. END OF STORY.

Spoilers within, but they're warned for before they're reached.


I was remembering Nalini Singh's novella in her Angel's Blood series, one about Ashwini and the vampire she hunts on and off. In this, the angel--who is pretty much a carbon copy of Raphael--is treated the way a sane person would treat them. She's creeped out by his come-on, spooked, and hopes to interact with him as little as possible. At the time I didn't put much thought into it, but the only difference I can really come up with between the angel and archangel is that one--the one acknowledged as negative--is black.

Mm. Well.

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I was thinking about white privilege, and racism and all the -isms and the baggage that goes with it. On top of what I have as a white person, even as a girl and a feminist there have been and probably still are sexist views that I've subconsciously absorbed and not yet unearthed or examined.

A while back I was reading Anne Bishop and she made a remark about 'feminine' in her books. The quote is on my profile, I liked it so much, and it goes like this: "....the gist of it being whatever a woman enjoyed wearing was feminine and whatever she didn't enjoy wearing wasn't.""

And I had to reevaluate what I, a girl, thought of as feminine. I mean, what does feminine mean?
1. pertaining to a woman or girl: feminine beauty; feminine dress
....
4. belonging to the female sex; female


(I deleted the two between because, to be frank, they very demonstrably displayed the very cultural manipulation of roles that I'm complaining about.)

And what is our cultural view of 'feminine', especially in regards to clothing? Delicate. Pink. Satin. Lace. Frivolous. And what cultural image does all that feed into? The 'fragile' woman. The one that needs to be protected. She can't run in it, and it sure as hell isn't going to offer her any protection against the world. The one that needs the man to make decisions for her (frivolous, clothes as too important) and, for example, control her money.

So when you're talking about theoreticals, and societal views, and stereotypes and archetypes and tropes, fine. You can use feminine in that manner all you like. But what 'feminine' really means is 'female.'

And we can be whatever we damn well want to be.

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Nov. 1st, 2009

More racism links

Wow, I'm crossing 'Warehouse 13' off of my viewing list.

Warehouse 13 also treats the idea of history being powerful, dangerous, and relevant today as a crazy, fantastical notion. "Who would think that? Doesn't everyone know that the past is something we tear down and lock away in the attic to make room for the new?" Well, it turns out that not everybody does think that way. Especially people, like indigenous peoples throughout the Americas and other victims of imperialism throughout the world, who had their language and/or history and/or culture and/or lives forcibly removed by colonizing powers. A power like, say, the United States government.


An assessment of the artifacts shown therein.

Twilight vs Quileute legends: Where it points out that despite Meyer stating she was telling the truth, she just appropriated the name and lied her ass off. It describes the actual legends.

Pocahontas. Ohhh, Pocahontas. Too many issues with Disney's story to count, but this one does a pretty good job. And an analysis of the second movie, too. It's like The Other Boleyn Girl for racism.

Here is the Powhatan response to the Pocahontas myth.

We of the Powhatan Nation disagree. The film distorts history beyond recognition. Our offers to assist Disney with cultural and historical accuracy were rejected. Our efforts urging him to reconsider his misguided mission were spurred.

"Pocahontas" was a nickname, meaning "the naughty one" or "spoiled child". Her real name was Matoaka. ....The truth of the matter is that the first time John Smith told the story about this rescue was 17 years after it happened, and it was but one of three reported by the pretentious Smith that he was saved from death by a prominent woman.

Yet in an account Smith wrote after his winter stay with Powhatan's people, he never mentioned such an incident. In fact, the starving adventurer reported he had been kept comfortable and treated in a friendly fashion as an honored guest of Powhatan and Powhatan's brothers. Most scholars think the "Pocahontas incident" would have been highly unlikely, especially since it was part of a longer account used as justification to wage war on Powhatan's Nation.

Euro-Americans must ask themselves why it has been so important to elevate Smith's fibbing to status as a national myth worthy of being recycled again by Disney. Disney even improves upon it by changing Pocahontas from a little girl into a young woman.


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HUH.



On one hand: very pretty.

On the other: ooh, white men go into space, land on alien planet, either do a full-body 'blueface' or steal a native's body so they can gather intel on natives, and then make war. Oh, and a beautiful ~exotic~ native woman is involved in a starcrossed romance! Oh, and by doing this they 'fix' a disabled person.

I am feeling sour over this.

Especially after reading that this twit:



...is bragging about getting to use a whitewashed film about a Chinese-American martial artist and inventor as his vehicle. Here's what Tommy Zhou should actually look like:



FAIL DETECTED. If anyone's curious, it looks like the entire four-issue comic is online, completely legit at Drunkduck.com

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Oct. 31st, 2009

Y HALO THERE

Halloween was fun. I went trick or treating with three largely obnoxious boys, one of whom actually minded his behavior when asked to, and brought home about a truckload of candy. I wore fabulous facepaint--my mother drew it on--and wore a black velvet cape, so.

Fun.

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Oct. 29th, 2009

Off Our Backs: a racist collective

Oh good god.

The Demise of Off Our Backs

An examination--brief--of classism and racism--extensive--within a 'radical' feminist organization. The racism is awe inspiring to behold, fountaining up in a mess of hot, frothing entitlement, malice and prejudice.

Basically, a WOC calls the racist white women on their racism, and one explodes in messy rage, spiteful, appalling and horrifically racist and sexist language, and apparently is now seeking to bring charges against her. (Excerpts in the first link.)

I'm ashamed to know they call themselves feminists.

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i am po'd. i often am after this class.

One of--actually, a couple of--my female classmates today informed me that sexist romance novels were actually sexist against men, because they're portrayed as thinking with their dick.

Oh, yeah. Being portrayed as stronger, smarter, more capable, more important, more justified in all things and more deserving--and hey, not being portrayed as if only one of your gender (the one the man is interested in) is not evil!--and completely essential to any woman's happiness or feeling of completion in her life is so sexist! Gee, thanks for educating little ol' me.

(And yes, I know that--presumably--not all romance novels are that bad. But a frighteningly high percentage of them are jaw droppingly sexist.)

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Oct. 27th, 2009

A fifteen year old girl was sent to the hospital in critical condition after being gang-raped for two and a half hours. Fifteen people stood around, watched, and did nothing. Some joined in. She was only found--her life was only saved--because someone heard people bragging about it.

"As people announced over time that this was going on, more people came to see, and some actually participated," Gagan said.....The victim was found unconscious and "brutally assaulted" under a bench shortly before midnight Saturday, after police received a call from someone in the area who had overheard people at the assault scene "reminiscing about the incident."

...."This just gets worse and worse the more you dig into it," Gagan said. "It was like a horror movie after looking at the evidence. I can't believe not one person felt compelled to help her."


I don't have any commentary for this. I'm just full of pure hatred; rage and terror and concern.

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People are so astonishingly loath to admit their own culpability, even in an environment as constructive and undemanding as a classroom. (I'm sure I've suffered a kind of that reluctance in the past.) Are they simply so attached to their lofty perception of themselves as just and correct? The sheer ridiculous effrontery of a privileged person informing the oppressed that they are being 'over sensitive' if they note prejudice is almost hard to grasp. I'm left floundering as to how to speak to these people.

Can you really argue with someone who doesn't recognize logic?

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Oct. 26th, 2009

Dark Angel fandom: EPIC FAIL

Guys, Max spent ten years on the run, completely alone, constantly fighting life-or-death battles, constantly undercover, becoming an extremely competent cat burglar to provide for herself and defeating highly trained operatives at every turn to keep herself free.

Alec spends the same amount of time safely locked away, being brainwashed and doing drills.

What factor of this--besides misogyny--can even remotely be interpreted to mean 'oh yeah, he is totally and obviously so much better than her!' You know, besides one throwaway comment from a biased source whose ass Max kicks in a later episode.


To think that, after spending a great deal of time immersed in this fandom, I managed to emerge largely intact as a feminist before I even knew what a feminist was. I must have been raised right.

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Oct. 25th, 2009

Julie Benz



I've never even seen Dexter, and I laughed out loud.

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Oct. 21st, 2009

I am so unbelievably tired. I've been getting more sleep, not less! Body, what is up with this!

Also, I need to get out more, or all the stuff I've been reading and hearing about, the sheer ugliness of the things humans will do and say to each other, is going to knot and warp inside me and I'll shrivel and implode.

Emotionally, anyway.

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I am well aware even the early books had flaws, but...

I forgot how much I loved Anita Blake back in the day.

Back when she was a solid stone-cold badass, a professional and an Executioner who had no patience for enemies, squeamishness that endangered others, or ridiculous ~sex appeal~ vampires in general. The woman who promised she'd kill anyone who hurt her friends and never, ever bluffed. The woman who loved stuffed penguins, was a little too sarcastic for any hope of social graces, and was actually pretty well adjusted, all things considered. Confident, dangerous, with close and badass female friends and a love interest that knew he was less dangerous than her and didn't really mind.

Back when she honestly had no patience with overdressed vampires, and the author actually understood the meaning of consent and textually supported her, 'just 'cause I think you're hot doesn't mean I actually want you' stance. Because seriously? After so many romance novels with their 'if you find him attractive you're meant to be no matter how much of an ass he is!', that was really good to read.

I have most of her books right up to the brink and just a little over where L.K.Hamilton really goes downhill (her eyeroll worthy character derailment of Richard when she broke up with the man he was based off of started long before the full Shark Jumping) and nostalgia makes me sad. It's one thing to know a writer isn't going to be able to write more of a series you love, and an entirely different thing to know she's still writing them, but they have no actual resemblance to the ones I loved.

I've never found another female character that I love quite as much as Anita in the early days, nor any who were so convincingly ruthless, lethal and human at the same time.

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Oct. 20th, 2009

Pairing Smushnames

In further evidence that I am possibly the most immature newly-minted ~Adult~ ever, I cannot actually manage to say Sooric--even in my head--without stretching out the double vowel for, like, five seconds. I don't know! I can't stop! I don't know whether it's the softer consonent after the 'oooo' or just how hilariously awful the amalgam of names is, I cannot stop. I have the sense of humour of a five year old.

What spurred this little segue was getting a review--a quite nice one, actually--complimenting me on a story I'd written that apparently featured the pairing 'Bolivia.'

...what? For starters, the man in the pairing they refer to has a name starting with P. There are three men in the canon just off the top of my head with last names that start with B. THIS IS A LITTLE TOO UNSPECIFIC FOR MY TASTES. I mean, normally they're sort of ridiculous but on an unmistakeable level, if you know what I mean.


The only potential pairing names I can come up of in Blood Ties fandom sound sort of like STDs to me. If you know of any actual ones--sounding like an STD or not--please do not share.

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Blood Ties

You know, I love Vicki, but I really, really do not like Mike. His condescension, patronization--accusing her of lying--controlling habits and domineering attitude is just appalling.

Refusing to give her the keys to her office back? When this was obviously a repetition of her telling him she didn't want him to have them? I was staring open mouthed at the screen in horror. Abusing police resources on the basis of nothing more than jealousy? I don't care that he was right, he was way out of line. And telling her she has 'anger issues' because she doesn't roll over and play nice whenever he want to be a possessive prick?

God, I loathe him.

ETA: Also? He just lied to her face.

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Marjorie M. Liu on Roman Polanski: Forgive me (again) while I take a moment…

I've posted a barrage of posts on this issue, but this one was especially appreciated by me. Because people are actually saying, 'we shouldn't charge him because the victim has forgiven him!' Disregarding the fact that maybe she just doesn't want to give him an opportunity to make her life hellish all over again. And I would like this to be trumpeted from the rooftops:

Roman Polanski raped a child. Not if, maybe, or possibly—he did it. He did it, he did it, he did it. And then, like the coward son of a bitch he is, he fled the authorities.

Now, most people would say, “Wow, that’s horrific and unspeakable, and he should be punished for his crime. Not just because he hurt a young girl, but because he might do it again.“


Carolyn Jewel: Maybe you'll want to skip this post. Or not. Your Choice

I really thought we'd moved past the days when we blamed women for the violence committed against them. I really did. I didn't think anyone in America today could stand up and blame a 13 year old girl for the actions of a 43 year old man who gave her alcohol and drugs before he got around to having sex with her -- because, damn, she kept saying no!


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Oct. 19th, 2009

Sanctuary: not my cup of tea

I tried watching Sanctuary a while back, and just couldn't get through it.

For starters, the main character was insufferable. He was a doctor, and I began the episode pitying and vaguely interested in him, and ended it hating him passionately. He's an asshole. His first response to learning there are endangered supernatural species out there is to go, "they could be dangerous? WHY HAVEN'T YOU KILLED THEM!" repeatedly. He dramatically flings himself against a wall in apparent revulsion and shock when a man with slightly odd eyes and bone structure enters the room, and continues with this repulsive attitude throughout the entire goddamn episode. I hate him so much it isn't even funny.

If he was in an episode of Dark Angel, Max would have gotten to punch him out at the very least. I take a deeply nasty pleasure in imagining his reaction to Joshua.

I'd heard so many good things about Amanda Tapping that I really wanted to like her character; no such luck. Her response to being asked, 'there are people out there that could be potentially dangerous to us? WHY HAVEN'T YOU KILLED THEM" is not, for example, "because we don't have a right to murder people because they might pose us harm", it's "I can study them and learn stuff." So basically: they're useful to me. I ended the episode loathing her, too. Oh, and aforementioned slightly odd looking man is the only supernatural creature--besides a sparkly fairy off in the distance--we see not in cages or killing people, and he was so desperately grateful to Amanda Tapping that he hung around until she honoured him with a menial job of serving her. She reminded me of a more PR friendly version of Renfro, but same basic blueprint.

Gee, thanks. I just couldn't get past the first episode.

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I just realized I had the anonymous commenting allowed option set to off on my writing journal. Which meant that when I invited people to anonymously comment, I wasn't letting them. Er. **shifty eyes** Oops.

Back at school we are. I finished watching Fringe and am contemplating watching season two as it goes--I never finished the most recent episode, so it seems as good a time as any for a cutoff. Do I want to wait until I can buy the season two DVD, or spoil myself?

In other news, I picked up watching Mistresses, a British TV show about four women, because it has Anna Torv in it. Not, sadly, as one of the main cast, but as a fairly central character; she plays one of the womens' engaged love interest whilst looking like this, so needless to say I was hooked. The show itself is good, with good characters, but I have an adultery squick and probably will not watch beyond the point at which she exits the show.

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Oct. 17th, 2009

Meeting the Beast: Ginger Snaps and Feminist Werewolves

That is--ultimately--the real reason I never saw it, and am more and more frustrated with supernatural movies starring girls in any way. Just stop it, okay? I really want us to be claw our way past the eternal 'female sexuality/power is dangerous and evil and we must hammer this home with a thousand ham handed metaphors.'


In other news--the second-to-last Fringe episode was so fucking satisfying. I don't even have the words. Like, normally we're very quiet watcher in our house but there were some shouts of triumph. I mean, when I saw who picked up the phone I hoped it would happen, but I didn't really expect it to. And it did! &hearts &hearts &hearts Fringe!

...Olivia needs a hug. And is a badass.

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Shipper Name Hilarity - True Blood verse (Sookie/Eric)

AHAHAHAHA YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING

THEY ACTUALLY CALL IT SOORIC

WHAT

SOOOOOOORIC

OH MY GOD I'M DYING OF LAUGHTER

IT'S SO MUCH WORSE THAN SUSPIAN. STOP THE SHIP NAMES FOR GOD'S SAKE

(For the life of me I can't figure out whether it's better or worse than 'Chair.')

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Oct. 15th, 2009

wow my life kind of sucks at opportune moments

Last night was actually kind of horrific.

I was in too much pain to sleep, to much pain to read--it didn't help if I sat up, stood, or laid down. There were compresses, witch hazel, aloe and warm baths applied. There was a brief period in the wee hours of the morning in which I, crazed by lack of sleep, woke my mother up and spilled a bit of hysteria all over her after spending an appalling amount of time screaming into my pillows in sheer pain and frustration.

Then I soaked again (for, like, the fourth time) and went and read fandom_wank out in the living room, contorted into the position which caused me the least pain. The pain subsided enough to allow sleep at about 3:26 in the morning.

Fun times, folks.

It's been months since I read fandom_wank, actually, and I do it very rarely and usually for a relatively short period of time before I lose interest, but it's certainly distracting.

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Oct. 14th, 2009

There is some definite accuracy going on here.

I'm going as a witch this Halloween. I've got a cape and a witch's hat, and I'll be wearing black pants and shirt and boots, and it shall be decidedly unsexy, thank you very much. Witches are of a practical sort; they can't be out hexing and flying on brooms if they've got a bad case of the flu, can they?

I'll have to recruit somebody for some theatrical makeup for the proper Halloween spirit.


In other news, I've had a health issue recently that is excruciatingly painful. Luckily the infection seems to be going away, but the doctor's office is not picking up the phone, and the last time I went to the ER (for this same issue) the doctor actually caused the infection.

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Oct. 12th, 2009

i can't even deal with this right now

Schrödinger’s Rapist: or a guy’s guide to approaching strange women without being maced

I would recommend this to men or women. This is a beautiful little piece, and while many of the comments are made of win, there are a few that are rage inducing.


You know what? THIS. IS. NOT. OUR. FUCKING. PROBLEM. You do not goddamn well get to tell your victim, the victim of your privilege, to 'stop living in fear' and to 'stand up for yourself instead of being so polite'. You do not get to tell other women that because you have been naive and sheltered enough to think that walking the streets alone at night is as safe as visiting your grandfather, they don't get to be careful of their safety and have a healthy wariness of men.

And oh my god, you do NOT FUCKING GET to tell a woman that being wary of a privileged section of the population that statistically--overwhelmingly statistically--assaults, violates and takes advantage of her is on the same level as racism.

Fuck you, a thousand times over. This is what women and girls grow up learning. This is not 'living in fear' and if women do live in fear you have no fucking right to criticize them for it. This is a sane reaction to the insanity the world likes to visit upon us in the form of rape, assault, sexism, abuse.

I linked to deeply intelligent articles about this issue a while back. I can't be coherent right now. It's beyond me.

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i is unhappy

My fellow students in Multicultural class are extremely frustrating. One boy nearly pitched a fit over the idea that because he was born white, he was part of a racist system. The teacher pointed out that it was obvious that people of colour are affected by it by simple dint of birthright, but the boy was utterly determined to nonsensically deny anything that might give him any sense of responsibility or accountability. Two women in the space of moments made staggeringly sexist remarks that left me almost trembling with anger.

Give me a goddamn break.

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Oct. 11th, 2009

you'll die in the mountains wrapped in silver furs



This is exquisitely well made, in all features; it's so beautiful I would tell people who don't know the fandom or don't intend to know the fandom to watch, because it is just that lovely, and poignant, and intense. Morgana in all her glory.

Origin and download link here, by [info] la_esmeralda_.

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